#conditioned wanting isnt the same as craving what brings you joy and fulfillment but how can i know the difference

[psyychokitten]

A day stretches between us, foggy and morethanaday in its young 14 hours. Lifetimes lived from when head hit pillow last night til we sit now where I should be headhitpillowanhourago. Ladies here and gone and here and other. A slope. A cliff. The slope is kind. The cliff unforgiving. But who needs forgiveness. I didnt want that. But I wanted everything else. I didnt want that. But I wanted everything else. I didnt want that. But I wanted everything else.